Year of 2013

15 September 2013

its been years for me to update my blog..hehehe..

now im in Uni already..

time passes damn fast..

but thank God that i'm still here..

Anyway i really missed school days~

feel like becoming a kid again

没有人能取代你

希望你能注意到我的存在

不知道你会不会也像别人一样

我的确是很注意你

如果我们有缘

我们应该会再见面 对吗？

3 years.

i can feel that its been so long for me to update my blog..
so after a few months i'm back again
left one semester more for my pre-u to END!!
come on mei foong you can do it..

misunderstanding can make so many thing happen
because of your hypocrite i feel like killing you
i will make sure will suffer after what you've done
just prepare for it
i wont let you fly free

baby there you go again there you go again making me love you
yeah i start losing my head losing my head let it all go
you stuck on my body on my body like a tattoo
yeah now i'm feeling stupid feeling stupid fall back to you

I will hold on to you, of course.

Somebody that I used to know.

Happy and sad things always appear in our life
I will just forget all the sad things
I hope you understands what am I doing
You are someone that I can't lose
It's hard for me to explain to you
and it's hard for you to accept everything also
the only thing that I wanna say is I don't wanna play with people's feeling
So...let me go now and it's good for you


happy things for me is that I'm selected
selected for WHAT??!!
I'm selected to play for Malaysia in Asian Championship this year!
I worked hard and wanted it so badly.
and I'm really satisfied.
Thank God blessed me.
I love what you gave me
I will treasure my chances.
Please don't give up on me okay?

You can't expect me to be fine,

I don't expect you to care.

33♥

it's mean

Tell me how to cherish people's heart
how to tell them i love it alot when they were here


when the rain is blowing in your face
and the whole world is on your case
i can offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love


when the evening shadows and the stars appear
and there is no one there to dry your tears
i could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love


these few months gonna be really busy
every weekends there's game
there will national camp on the 3rd week
4th week will be going to Adelaide for game


OMG! i really missed my family alot.
i certainly missed you too
missed my secondary friends
how i wish i can see all of you in front of me right now

Stand in your arms without falling to your feet.

when there is another one.

Now i know
now i understand why you will accept everything
not doing it in purpose but it's just for my safety
i will just let it go when you said so
let's just wait and see


i'm wrong at the first place
i won't blame you
i shouldn't hold you tightly
when there's a hand of happiness somewhere near you
'That's just life'
this is the only thing i'm thinking


please don't make use of me
i can be good 
i can be cruel
so make sure that you think properly before you do anything to me


Now the revenge is coming
i can feel it so deeply..


my hands still strong 
but my knees were far too weak
stand in your arms without falling to your feet
cause there's a side to you
they are never knew never knew
all the things you said
they were never true never true
all the games you play
you would always win always win

i feel like setting fire to the rain.

Responsible of yours.

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

This is what so called LOVE.♥

Inconsolable.

Going to be CNY already
but the feeling is not there
i don't know why
it will come soon right?


you are really unreasonable
i don't know what to say 
you are not that old to be so unreasonable la
can die explaining to you
or die trying to argue with you
if you have any problems that nobody can help you
is because you really did over it
so just wake up from your 'DREAMS'
which is telling you that you are the best


so sorry that i failed you
you are really not the one


the book that i wanted is here!
OMG i want la wei

Happy Chinese New Year!♥