it's mean

Tell me how to cherish people's heart
how to tell them i love it alot when they were here


when the rain is blowing in your face
and the whole world is on your case
i can offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love


when the evening shadows and the stars appear
and there is no one there to dry your tears
i could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love


these few months gonna be really busy
every weekends there's game
there will national camp on the 3rd week
4th week will be going to Adelaide for game


OMG! i really missed my family alot.
i certainly missed you too
missed my secondary friends
how i wish i can see all of you in front of me right now

Stand in your arms without falling to your feet.

when there is another one.

Now i know
now i understand why you will accept everything
not doing it in purpose but it's just for my safety
i will just let it go when you said so
let's just wait and see


i'm wrong at the first place
i won't blame you
i shouldn't hold you tightly
when there's a hand of happiness somewhere near you
'That's just life'
this is the only thing i'm thinking


please don't make use of me
i can be good 
i can be cruel
so make sure that you think properly before you do anything to me


Now the revenge is coming
i can feel it so deeply..


my hands still strong 
but my knees were far too weak
stand in your arms without falling to your feet
cause there's a side to you
they are never knew never knew
all the things you said
they were never true never true
all the games you play
you would always win always win

i feel like setting fire to the rain.

Responsible of yours.

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

This is what so called LOVE.♥

Inconsolable.

Going to be CNY already
but the feeling is not there
i don't know why
it will come soon right?


you are really unreasonable
i don't know what to say 
you are not that old to be so unreasonable la
can die explaining to you
or die trying to argue with you
if you have any problems that nobody can help you
is because you really did over it
so just wake up from your 'DREAMS'
which is telling you that you are the best


so sorry that i failed you
you are really not the one


the book that i wanted is here!
OMG i want la wei

Happy Chinese New Year!♥

that's just my life.

Maybe its really to hard for you to accept
but never mind
i will keep you in my greatest value
i don't know what's going on
maybe a new year is the actual reason
i don't wanna judge the wrong person
please make me happy.


you really won't know how you can affect me
but i'm sure i won't cry for this matter
because i'm a strong girl


nothing that i will know about you anymore
what i know is your name and your face
is this what you wanted me to do?
just tell me and i'll do it for sure


this life is damn hard to survive
sometimes i just wished there really is an end of the world
please don't let it be
because i still wanna enjoy my life


*i wished you would smile to me once again. that's all

i wanna be unconcious now.♥

Just do it.

suddenly feel like writing one
sometimes letting someone go is so hard
that is why we are holding on for so long
make sure that they won't go away from us
and this is why i hold on to you


distance is a obstacle
time is darn challenging
and I am here to go through everything


holidays going to be over soon
Sigh! damn sad can.
i want more holidays!
i really did enjoy this holiday with no doubt
but it doesn't last long
and on the way to 2012
Niceee


long time didn't see my buddy Ahtu!
keep on with your diet program laa
today people eating dinner she eating lunch! Haiyo!
always skip her meals be healthy please.


who says you can't miss someone you don't LOVE?
i just did it!
i missed someone.[ no question allowed. Sorray. ]
the truth is I am not that strong like how you see me physically
I am just same like the other girls out there.


funny stories about me! 
went to public toilet in XXX..
it says the ladies is on the left and the gentleman is on the right
so i went to pay 20 sen to the 'toilet guard'...
and obviously i sure go in the left side door.
but then the 'guard' says: BOY!!BOY!! *shouted at me 
then point to the guys toilet and says "situ BOY!!"
OMG!!! how could i possibly walk in to the wrong toilet??!!
damn it! after that i told the 'guard'...
"saya sini la..." 


= The End =

Seriously, it's hard to let go of you.♥

mood just swing the other way :C

[if you don't like me...like i care]

holidays is in my mind
1 day left yoohhooo!!
i'm coming home
tell the world im coming home!


you only thought of yourself
thought of your own feelings
and where the hell did mine goes?


now you know the feeling of ignoring isn't it
just for your information
i really won't leave even a bit of mercy for you
even if you beg for it
i won't be good to you anymore
since the day i really hated you
you offended me
since then you will be FRIEND  in my world


i really thought you were the one
it's over before it begun
it's so hard for me to walk away
but i know i can say


so it's over
yeah we're through
im gonna unfriend you
you're the best i ever knew
so imma unfriend you

WATCH OUT!